Wednesday, July 28, 2010
Warning: Impatient, angry people are advised not to read the below cause its the longest post ever!Friday: Went to GF to meet the usuals to go to Sunset Grill. I only managed to play one rack with Marcus and then they decided to leave. Not fair hoh :( But no choice, I'm organiser. So we took like 2 hours to reach there? Haha, Edmund miss 2 exits -.- When we reach Picaddilly Circus, we were lost. Edmund said West Camp, and I said East Camp cause of Gothere.sg. I was at GF copying my ass away and then it was West Camp. Lao hia sia ~ Make me paiseh :( We ate the level 4 chicken Wings. It was quite okay for the first one but they want to kay kiang, order 1 dozen. I ate it with my BBQ Pork Ribs. Fine, I almost died for the 2nd one :( After which, we went to watch movie. Went to Klassic to fetch Sharik and I don't know the rest. Freezing sial there, always feel so one type when I go there. Oh well, whatever~ Haha Sharik ah ^^ Cannot cannot, must act don't know him. Ehem, anyway we went to watch The Sorcerer's Apprentice. Nice sial! So weird, so many guys one girl -.- As usual, feel abit out of place though.
When I reached home, I decided to use the internet for awhile. Then, I found out something that I shouldn't had. And I was so disappointed to saw those comments and stuff. I cried on the spot. Then I left for Malaysia feeling so upset. It sucks really. Oh well, I should be happy for him. I'm happy for myself to see what a bastard he is but I just couldn't. I kept consoling myself that I should be happy, at least I got to see his true colours and I didn't fall deeper. But it hurts, I couldn't stop thinking of it. It's like I feel angry and see but I got to tell myself if you love a person let him go blah blah blah...
Saturday: Left for Malaysia and I slept on the way. So tired -.- Ride was bumpy too. Visited the orphanage and gave them clothes. They don't really look like orphanage though. They went to some hill and tried the 4 X 4. Omg, so scary. My sister got stucked up there in one of the car. Haha we were like watching below and there were so many flies and bees and it was so hot!!!! So scary can't imagine if I was there. Reach there, went to the watefall. The water cold like shit! We bathed inside the waterfall. Haha and we even ate Rambudan inside the waterfall. The toilet at the camp site was gross? Smelly like shit. Over dinner, my sisters and their boyfriends were playing cards, one of the few forfeit: lick the toilet, jump into the waterfall the next morning. Haha, after that went to sleep. I slept damn early.
Look at how many things we brought for one night
The orphanage
Sunday: Went to trek early in the morning. We tracked for like what 5 hours. Surprisingly, I was able to keep up the speed. So proud! Maybe cause I didn't smoke. So we trek to see where is the start of the waterfall. It was like real trekking. Full of slopes and obstacles and ropes man. Going down was bad, it was so scary. I have this phobia of going down slopes and stairs now. I almost fell so many times! It was so tiring already, then the tour guide decided to give us a shortcut! But we got to walk through water and yes we did! Haha, and I saw some centipede that was like a ruler long and like 2cm thick. Sooooooooo OMG -.- Scary but I didn't scream cause I was alone, I act tough hoh. I take my camera take picture then jumped over it. Hahahaha ACT ONLY AH... Then we went into the waterfall for the last time. Then, it was time to leave. Ate Tse Char at Jb there then we went home liaossss. So shag~ Gabriel came over. He brought presents for me! All purple hehe ^^ And mine was all yellow, but he doesn't like yellow.
At the end of it finally!
Scary :(
Monday: Went to meet Ian and Gabriel after school. We watched inception! The 3 of us went to sit at the couple seat behind. So cute right. Surprisingly, I managed to understand the movie. Then we went for Grandma's for Tang Yuan. Wah shiok, so long never eat already sial~ Plus, Cookie monster was so excited to see me! It was the first time I brought Ian to Grandma's. I'm glad that things are better now at least she accepts that I have guy friends.
Tuesday: Was supposed to attend the SIWW and WCS Appreciate Dinner but I didn't wanna go so badly. Couldn't find anybody that doesn't want to go until the last minute when Fauline said that she didn't want to go too. Then Athiqah and Kat Mai doesn't want to go too. So ended up we went town to shop. We went to Mum mum at American Honey at Marina Gallery. Wah lao, I saw the shirt and pants that I want but I'm damn sad cause it means that everybody is going to have it too :( Haha Gabriel said that he felt happy so he decided to buy it for me! Haha happy_girlzzzzz leh. Then we took a bus home. Like for the first time since he came back.
The mocktails there are really strong
I'm just not ever going to talk to you again. I give up on being nice. Everytime I try, thinking that oh maybe things will change for the better but you just crash it with your fucking attitude like that. You really think I don't care anymore? Of course, I still do. You meant alot to me but you don't understand that all your actions is slowly destroying every single happy memories that we had. Starting to regret every conversation we had.
Wednesday: Photoshoot for resume. And I cocked up! I totally don't know that we got to wear a formal top inside and I just wore my flowery top and went to school. I had to borrow clothes and shoes from Angeline and Chloe. I swear I'm going to look damn ugly. After school, we went to Simpang to eat! Haha I wanted to treat them Ice-cream but instead we had Cheese Fries. Haha so full that we can't even finish. Walked to Chloe's house and she told us her Sec 2 story. It started pouring halfway, thank god we were close enough to her house. They did their RJ and I didn't do mine cause I felt that it was too retarded! Gabriel fetched me from her house and he bought chicken pie for my family and ME of course ^^ Muahahahaha, and yup shiok shiok cab home. He helped me to do my RJ again.
Thursday: Went to PP after school. It feels so strange going to back to a familiar place after so long that holds so much memories and realise that everything changed so much and it was never going to go back like before. No more Classic ever again man :( Anyway we walked around and we went Sakae! Yay, Sushi after so long. I feel that we are abit mad, we have been eating good food almost every other day.
Went to play arcade plus neoprint
Haha I want new sunglasses leh :(
Sakae!
Thursday: Went to PP after school. It feels so strange going to back to a familiar place after so long that holds so much memories and realise that everything changed so much and it was never going to go back like before. No more Classic ever again man :( Anyway we walked around and we went Sakae! Yay, Sushi after so long. I feel that we are abit mad, we have been eating good food almost every other day.
Went to play arcade plus neoprint
Haha I want new sunglasses leh :(
Sakae!
Friday: GF as usual. I don't understand what the hell is happening to people. So fucking PMS. I don't like means I don't like. So whatever, if you wanna be angry with me, so be it. Sorry that I'm not a fighter, a team player. You will never understand how I feel cause you're not me. People lied, they get away with it. I suffered for like 2 months with it. Nobody do, cause nobody believed me. So, if you want to kick me out, hate me then so be it. I don't care anymore. Even you didn't believe me at that point of time, so I won't expect you to understand why I'm so against everything that its happening. Anyway, on the brighter side we went to Jalan Besar to eat. I had Chicken rice -.- Boring~ Haha then we went Marina to buy tickets. We slacked around Macs prank-calling people. So funny~ Haha but so fun yet so scary. We watched Street dance ^^ Nice sial~ Haha imagine if I can dance like her ^^ But too bad, I can't coordinate my brains and my body.
Saturday: Training. Then Granny's place as usual. Just nice, Ian reached when Ai just end. Ben Ten's cafe for ice-cream woohoo~ But it turned out that their chocolate's ice-cream had a weird taste. It's not Singapore's chocolate ice-cream I guess? Then it was Fusion Billiards. Haha sadly, I only managed to own the table for awhile. Haha, playing on big pockets + fast table = able to run + zhun ka + almost break clear moments. Haha so irritating that bitch, doesn't mean I'm not working anymore means I can't go right. I'm sorry that I have to study unlike you. So angsty can -.-
Sunday: Nua at home. Supposed to meet Ju they all. But I had 8 bucks left and Gabriel has no more money. So I told Arshu and thank god, she agreed to meet another time. Heng sai~ We are so broke already after having Domino's. So we watched No Limits and Ai. Sister brought food for dinner.
Monday: Went town wanting to change my dress, in the end I realise it's the same. Haha, what a loser. Then went for dinner at Villa Bali with my family. Thank god, my sister requested to eat somewhere near Tiong Bahru. Just nice, drop my cue ^^
Tuesday: School ended early cause Faci had to leave for some court hearing thingy. Went to Funan to fix my laptop. Then went with Gabriel to eat at some Jap restaurant at Stamford House. Fucking nice place to chill at!
Finally I get to post, so uncomfortable not knowing what I did everyday. Haha fucking long post ah. Finally pool later! I think I'm joining the under 21 8 ball cause Shikin jio and Gabriel said that it's a good chance so I'm going to go with it :) I'm in class and sian :( This is not my laptop. I feel weird again, seeing things I shouldn't. Feeling out of place, outcast. Sigh, life sucks. I hope going GF would make me happier later on :)
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